So my bf used to go to my school and then he dropped out. He's 17 now and he got his GED so he's gonna go to college next year.. somewhere in pennsylvania or somethin like that.
I really wasnt friends with him freshman year when he was in school, but all I know is that he used to do drugs and stuff.. well he doenst anymore, I think. He just smokes and drinks. (He BETTER quit smoking before he turns 18, like he said that he would.)
Well anyways.. so like people who were friends with him in freshman year and mostly still friends with him, and some of em are friends with me now too (not cuz of him ... just in school). We dont really hang out or anything cuz I have my own group, but hey, I luv em all.
There's especially this one girl whos name I wont mention on here, who like tells me EVERYTHING she heard my bf talk about me. And she told me about her past experience too, how she used to go out with him when they were in 8th grade. Big deal. I dont really care about that, it's not like i never had a bf before. Well anyways, so we were talking online and she was asking me stuff like "tiff, do you relaly like him?" and stuff like that. But then that was like 2 days ago and i wasnt really sure, so I said "well i guess so.. i dunno.. why?" and she told me stuff like how hes a player and how she just cant see him with ME.
Well that kinda made me start to wonder wtf was going on. Like, why she was thinking that. I knew he used to have a really bad reputation of being a player and everything, but i think he relaly changed a lot and stuff in a more mature way (hopefully), but i dunno yet. It hasnt even been a week since we started going out, so I'll give him some more time i guess.
And the ppl who used to kno him real well in frosh year who are friends with me now, were telling me at school how he's the kind of guy that would totally screw me over and dump me if i didnt give him head in a month. WTF. That really ticked me off, cuz they were my friends, and I really didnt know if they were talking like that even though they still know him well now, or if they were just assuming him to be the guy that he used to be in frosh year.
I dunno.. I contantly keep hearing shit about him around me.. which are factual shits that i really cant seem to ignore. And yet when i chill with him and stuff he tells me how he really wants to go out with me and stuff. And then some of my friends are telling me how if he reallly just wanted some ass, why would he bother to get my number and stuff and shit like that. Idunno. It's just soooooooo weird.
Am i being too gullible???????? I dunno, but i just hate it when both sides seem to be telling the truth.. when the stories are totally opposite from each other.
Fuck it, i dunno. I already told everyone that I'ma give it a couple more days, anyways. I guess everyone's like sooooooo worried of me getting hurt by him. But you kno what? Fuck it. There are plenty of people backing me up just in case he fucks me over. He better not.
I dunno. I guess I shouldnt be talking shit about him just because other ppl tell me negative things about him when i dont even kno if theyre telling the truth or not. But i kinda really believe them.. i dunno. Life can suck my ass.
XoXo. MWA